Asking is scary. You take the risk that someone might say no, and if you aren't sure you have enough self-esteem to take that, it's hard.
I apparently sabotage myself in order to eliminate risks like that, in order to preserve what little self-esteem I have left.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg
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