You are right. I know that I need professional help. I start counseling on Tuesday. I want to get better because something is wrong with me to stay with a man that treats me like this. It shows how weak I am. I hate that feeling. I also broke up with him tongiht and it is for good. I am fed up. He needs help. I plan on getting my life together and not get involved with anyone right now. Thanks agian and I hope to hear from you soon.