They looked at it a bit and cleaned it up a little while I was in hospital, had to clear up the infected part in the eye, but they didn't say much else. I'm going back to get it checked out soon though (tomorrow or day after, I have no concept of time), hopefully they'll tell me some stuff then. Fingers crossed because I'm screwed if it's permanent

Maybe it's human to need help but I've learned that it's not acceptable for me to need help. Other people, sure, but not me, I'm some exception to the rule- I have to be stronger then everyone else. I'm not supposed to need help, it's just something that's written into me (can't explain well, sorry).

Just want the doctors to hurry up and talk to me, then I can at least rest easier knowing if it's permanent or not Not to sound dramatic over vision in one eye but I'm *&^%ed if it's permanent, I don't know what the hell I'm going to do, I took pride in 20/20 vision. I used to freak out at the thought losing any vision at all and I still do.

Thanks everyone.