Wow! =] I wish I can tell my doctor about my circumstance... I don't have very obvious alters since they rarely come out, but I can't tell anyone about my circumstances...I can't tell my family either, so I can't tell my doctor. =( I really want to improve though, and I have the feeling I can't do it alone... My family will probably mock me again if I tell them. After they found out I was cutting myself, they laughed at me saying that I thought everything was "painful" and so forth. I can only imagine how they will laugh at me if I tell them about my DID....lol