ja .... well, the good news is now that T will be in town. As will my other dr.
the... other ... news is that now i see ALL 3 docs on the same day!!! @_@
Mon -SSI Interview
Tues - scary exam
Wed - scary exam, ok dr, and t.

any wonder i am dissociating so much..... i've been finding myself in the hallway, standing there, having no idea why....or leaning on door frames staring into rooms.... and this odd feeling of butterflies being trapped in my body - all over, these nervous flutterings... but i don't know why.