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I'm so sorry. It must feel awful to be terminated before you feel "done". I'm sure there are a LOT of unresolved feelings you are dealing with.
I've never been in that situation, but whenever I read about OTHER people being in it, the advice always seems to be "find a new therapist so you can process your feelings about the old therapist". Maybe this is the push you need to step up the search for a new therapist?
I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. And I'm really glad you decided to post here for support! I often think about your "just keep swimming" and in fact, T and I kind of use that as a motto now. He gave me a note that says "just keep swimming" to take home this weekend!
It's good to see you back on the boards.