this last year ive had... has been a disaster. gone downhill from an argument with my best schoolfriend... made me lose all other friends at school, had to start again.
had my first boyfriend, screwed up our friendship when i broke it off because he was trying to push me into having sex when i wasnt ready...;/
then went and nearly slept with a best friends (not in school)'s brother.
while she and three guys were in the room
which one of them saw x(
now ive lost her
my grades have gone down
im not sure who my friends are.. 'cause sometimes i just have nothing in common and are sure they're b*tching about me behind my back
ive missed class because ive no idea who to sit with now + all my new friends are in lower classes.
always pretended everythings fine to everything else
and now my little sisters moving into the school
lifes just so much harder.
i cant cope
i cant think about anything else
im just counting the hours
324 left ;/

x.