you will find new friends, not always easy, but you can do it. and you made the right decision to break it off with the boy who was pressuring you to have sex when you weren't ready. if he truly cared about you he would have been willing to wait till you were ready. you are young, but it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders. take care of you, and if you have to sit by yourself, it will let you concentrate more on your school work. of all the times in my life that i would not go back and re-live, the teen years were the worst. your body is changing and your mind is maturing and all is happening so fast that sometimes you just need to stop the world and get off for a few minutes. but this too shall pass, and you are almost done with school. good luck.

lost