Has anyone seen my T? I miss him, a lot lot lot. My heart aches.

Today I don't have any great insight, no connections made. I have a headache. I haven't slept much for about five days now and I started work this week so I'm dragging big time. I am blown away by my reactions, this somatization of my emotional pain. (headache, lack of sleep.)

I'm not mad at him so I guess that means I'm growing up somewhat, but I just wish I had my therapy this week. Or next week.

I can't believe how much it hurts. What a price to pay.