Yes, the nurse finally called back. Then yesterday, my social worker called and made an appointment for 5 p.m. that day. That did help! I hadn't seen her since May and she said she'd been thinking about me lately, too. She said my new pdoc walked across the hall to her office and asked if she'd get ahold of me because she's known me a few years, and I've only seen my pdoc for 2 visits now.

I am feeling okay today. In fact, I've been very even and stable. I had my tubes tied and have felt so good about my decision. Not really "happy", but content. Little pain, and pain meds for the cramping. Been sleeping off and on and eating not a lot, but regularly. Reading, bit of tv, and bit of online time.

Thankyou for your reply! I truely hate feeling like I did the other day. Interestingly, too, my social worker, wrote a diagnosis code of bipolar II rather than bipolar I! Maybe just for the one visit, as I am technically bipolar I. My guess is that its because I didn't have any psychosis this last time, unlike the other time. I called initially because I was AFRAID of that happening and felt myself disassociating and wanted to nip it in the bud. I hope insurance pays with a change from I to II for one session.