has anyone else lost interest in just about everything that they used to enjoy? I'm 21 next week, and im not even sure what i enjoy... all ive been doing my whole life is school school school, work, school, and thinking about calories and food and fat. as soon as school stopped im forced to be outside of the box and start doing things... but the problem is is that im not interested in anything. All my friends and boyfriend are at a party right now and im here sitting alone at home crying cause i feel like my life is going no where and it has been for the past 3 years.
i dont want to go out because i feel like i look like %#@&#! in comparrison to all these 17 year old LG's at the party, i can't even walk into a grocery store sometimes cause i dont feel good about my looks. I don't want to live in my hometown anymore because everything and everyone is so boring.

Is there something wrong with me or has anyone else lost interests because of their ED?