Thank you for your wise response, I truly appretiate it. I think I've learned a few things from you here and I hope to apply these things when I feel like this next.
Only trouble is finding that one little thing that makes me feel worthy. My boyfriend is the only thing that comes to mind and means the world to me, but I don't want to rely on someone else to create that feeling, I should rely on me also. But! The search is on...and again thank you very much.