Everytime I think of my parents or sister my alter that protects me and really cause trouble is so hard to control. I just need to stay from home as much as possible. I know what you mean in trying to stay away from those who have a hand in my illness. My alter just wants to make them hurt as much as I have. In fact all my alters gets going when I think of home. Well it's not home anymore. It's just another state to me. If you ever need someone to talk to, let me know. Even if I can't give you ideas on handling stuff, I'll be here to listen. That goes for everyone,