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Sannah said:
This is great EM! What great stuff for you to be learning. But it seems that you still don't feel alright with it?
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No, I don't really feel alright with it.
I do feel like it is okay for me to be angry at T, and he did apologize, and we're working towards reconnecting. All of that is good.
In general, I hate having any disconnect with T. That part feels bad. I think I feel like I'm at a vulnerable stage of therapy - where we've sort of opened everything up and are in the process of looking at it and healing it - but it is SO FAR from being healed - so I just feel kind of fragile and alone right now without T.
I do feel very, very attached to him and this disconnect hurts. I don't even feel like I'm explaining it very well. I guess I feel kind of vulnerable and alone.
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