I'm feeling scared, out of control, very very very anxious, doesn't help my mom just go done chewing me out about something that really has no concern with her, just feels like I'm being smacked down constantly.

I liked thearpy, it really did feel like this giant pressure was lifted off my shoulders, but this whole med thing has me just freaked out...and I don't know why, i know I need the meds, i've known for awhile I've needed medication for all of my stuff but I have a big aversion to medcien...it makes me feel weak and dependant...I won't even take my allergy medication if I'm having an allergy attack...I'm just so %#@&#! stupid and useless...