I feel trapped right now. I don't know how real it is or not. I feel alone and that he shows no emotion and doesn't understand nor is willing to try. His mother was BPD just like me and it has been pointed out by more than 1 professional that that's why he's with me, it's what he's used to and I think he almost resents me for it. I don't know how accurate my perceptions are, but the "divorce" word was thrown around quite a bit today.