some days i can e happy .... some days i canbe sad, some days i can cope, today i don't know what i can do .....

somedays i feel guilty for the people who are terminally ill, who love life, who want more than anything to live, survive, be happy ..... because some days i dont want to .... but i have kids, i gave them life and they are doing so well and i need to be here for them ..... it's a living hell some days ... to be thisweak, selfish and pathetic ...... ty for your support, i dont deserve you, my friends here ..... i sih i could just disappear and my kids would still be happy and live their lives, do well, love, live ......

i want to forget today and all these feelings i have inside ....

j/t/k i just dont know who i am, i cant find me, i've never known me ..... i dont know which mood is me, vent over