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somedays i feel guilty for the people who are terminally ill, who love life, who want more than anything to live, survive, be happy ..... because some days i dont want to .... but i have kids, i gave them life and they are doing so well and i need to be here for them ..... it's a living hell some days ... to be thisweak, selfish and pathetic ...... ty for your support, i dont deserve you, my friends here ..... i sih i could just disappear and my kids would still be happy and live their lives, do well, love, live ......

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I read this and was shocked because I feel EXACTLY the same. Every word. I'm so sorry you feel this way. It is truly horrible to go through life with such a burden.
I hope you find a few moments of peace today.


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