It's hard Heather. I see the pain in his eyes when he looks at me or when my husband is mean to him.......I feel guilty.

The initial reaction was positive, yes. I was proud of myself for doing it.

LOL.......you take that grate off and I'm going to slide in there. I hope something good happens, if it doesn't, the damage to Alex will be hard to repair.

Even my mom asked me if this job is worth it - causing Alex so much pain. Nothing like more guilt.

{{{{{{{{{{{Heather}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Mary Alice