Griffe,
My scariest alts believed lies, satanic lies, that I was worthless and that it was right to be cruel to me and that they should keep me in line by whatever means they could even if it hurt me or damaged me physically. That part is in spiritual trouble becos there really are bad spiritual demons that try and affect people and hurt them. Those kind need spiritual help to deal with them because all the therapy stuff doesnt work for them. My T knows how to do that and when you know how it isn't like some stupid movie all dramatic and stuff. Its more like spiritual pest control, but when they aren't dealt with then it can get scary bad for the person and parts. I hope you find your help soonest. Thinking good thoughts for you, Griffe
Leslie only.