(((((((((((((((((((((Freewill)))))))))))))))))))))

please, to a certain extent i understand and feel the same as you ..... but noone has the right to give up on you .... and don't ever take one persons word for who or what you are .... you can survive this Lu .... YOU CAN ..... and you will .....

like Muffy says there is hope ... and where there is hope lies the comfort of one day knowing you can get better .....

i cling on to that hope .... know i love you, know i will never give up on you .... you are my friend and i will not see you giving up or relying on that one persons statement ......

We ARE survivors ..... we have been dealt a tough start, we lived in hell for a while, a long while .... but there is the other side .... sometimes we just hve to fight that little bit harder,look a little bit deeper....

very tight and sincere loving hugs to you, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxo