I am 5 months pregnant and suffering from my depression and anxiety extremely bad. I was depressed and suffered from anxiety and attempted suicide before I was pregnant but now it seems to be getting even worse.

I do have a very wonderful psychologist who has helped me tremedously but now I am so afraid to tell him how much I am suffering and on some days how much I just want to die. I am afraid he will commit me again to the hospital, of which will prove that I have failed for getting my life back together.

I feel very lost and confused, and alone. I am married but my husband just freaks out. He doesn't understand anything I am going through.

Any one out there have any advice. Today is a day where I would like my world to come to an end.