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Orange_Blossom said:
Thanks everyone. It's an emotional time for me right now. My nerves are shot to hell.

On top of worrying about my mom, my T goes for her scan to see if her cancer has come back. She has beat it twice now so I'm hopeful, but it's still scary.

The ghosts of my family are hovering around too. I feel like that little ten-year-old who lost her father. And even though I was an adult when my two brothers died, I still feel small.

The little one is grieving for so many lost and she's fearing the loss ahead.

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(((Orange)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
wish i could say i can make it go away for you
But i can not
I can sit with you
Listen to you..
feel your pain...
I know that fear..
But its still yours right now
I can stay with you and support you as you aways do me
We can sit on the curb when you need
Maybe a online curb...
But there is some peace in it
Please know as always i care about you
I am here when ever you need
Muffy