Completely understandable ((((((((((( Griffe )))))))))))
There comes a time when we have to prioritize our lives....take stock in what is most important and go from there. Of course you feel sad about the problem in the friendship.....that's a very normal feeling to have. But to realize that you can not make him understand or forgive you is a huge thing. You just have to pick up and move on...put your energies into the things you do have control over and want to work on! Good for you!!

sabby