dolphinmkr44

I suffer from depression and anxiety also. I have 4 children and it is not easy. I am here if you ever want to PM me.

I want to tell you that just because you go back to the hospital to get help with these thoughts does not mean that you have failed in any way!!! The way you may need to deal with this is by getting lots of support. You can't do this alone.... NOONE can. It doesn't sound like your husband is being very supportive and you do need him to be.

Only look at today. Think of this baby. The baby is a gift to you and you are deemed special enough to be given it.

I love my children very much.... have I thought of killing myself..... yes. It doesn't mean that I have failed. I only fail if I ever make that grave mistake of carrying it out..... because my children need me and so does the world. Just as your baby needs you and so do we need you here.

I'm sorry for what you are going through.... you will be in my thoughts.... pm me anytime.

Juli