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multipixie9 said:

I hate doing bad things to myself and feeling guilty when God has done so much to show His love to me.

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I feel this way too, Leslieann. Sometimes I try to make myself feel better by telling myself that this is kind of like an addiction or sickness, but that seems like just making excuses.

I wish you the best in getting back on track with your recovery.

ktgirl