It's possible that I'm genetically predisposed to a mood disorder. My younger brother is definitely bipolar and my father died at the age of 53 from alcoholism-related health reasons. Although my father was never diagnosed with depression (he was "allergic" to doctors), I'm sure he was self-medicating with alcohol. I don't drink at all and thankfully don't have an addictive personality.

I count my blessings most days and do my best to make my life as enjoyable as possible. Painting (watercolour mostly) and writing poetry are hobbies that I am rediscovering. Although I sometimes miss the social aspect of working, I'm basically a loner and enjoy spending time with my 15-year-old cat.

And now you have my life story (or as much as I can recall for now).

rliz