Monty,

You are not alone when you come here and I'm glad that folks here are able to let you know that they understand and believe and 'get' what you're going through as best they can.

I've been dealing with my disability claim lately and insomnia whammied me so I haven't yet been able to comment on your threads. My apologies for that. You write with such heartfelt expression.

I'm glad you've come here and I hope that we get to know each others in the future here.

Take care and you have a bunch of ppl caring and believing in you.

Go as slowly as you need to and stay safe sweetie.