I just feel so angry at myself feeling the urage to selfharm. I am so scared to see my pdoc and t in the morining. I am living with my Grandpa im 25, it is becuase we got along. For the past 2 years Grandpa wants to move, I just feel so trapped yes I told Grandpa my feelings and everytime we get into a argument.

My pdoc and T wants my Da to come in so he can be more supportive of me. My Dad does not live with me he got remarried and lives 1hr away. Dad has been emotionally abusive to me and I do not trust him. I have told my counsellor and pdoc, they do listen, however they told me once I let him know how I am doing mentally, pyhsically he may have a change of heart. I am sorry for venting going on i am a new member