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Old Aug 24, 2008, 07:45 PM
xylia xylia is offline
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I've got this memory really bothering me tonight from a few years ago when I was in middle school. Sorry, I guess it seems kind of stupid and insignifigant, but I'm really hurting about it right now.

I was hiding out during lunch in a remote part of the school grounds, trying to hide away so no one would find me crying, when I heard voices. It was a group of girls, some who I recognized from class, others not. They were shouting and swearing. And then they found me. I stood up to run, but I couldn't move. They came over and one of them pushed me on the ground and kicked me in the stomach. She screamed "Little #@$*%! You think you're so smart, huh? You think you're better than us?" I tried to get up, but they tripped me. "Why can't you be normal? It doesn't matter if you're teachers pet when you've got no friends!" "Fag!" "Idiot!" "You're such a loner, why don't you just kill yourself!" "Or go home crying to your mom, like a little baby!" The worst thing was I had no one to go to, not my parents or teachers and I had no friends. It went on like that for a while, and then they all spit on me and left. When I got up, there was a small cut on my face, and many bruises on my arms and stomach. I felt terrible. I just sat down and cried until the bell rang.

I hate myself.