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Welcome to PC.
Why do you feel scared to see T and PDoc tomorrow? Is your Dad going to be there, or is just something they are talking about?
It's natural to feel the urge to self harm if that is a familiar way of coping with things. Having the urge does not mean you have to do it, though.
Maybe you would like to post some more about how you are feeling, what you're worrying about, etc.??
I'm glad you found us