the last few nights i have been having strange dreams about the beginning of the year and i couldnt work out why then i did my baby that i lost at the beginning of the year would have been due in less then a month it hard to belive it has been that long already and it still hurts to think about it. if that wasnt bad enough i saw the guy who got me pregnent on the weekend just gone and he was nursing his child that his girlfriend had a few months ago it was hard seeing him but i sympathised for her she deserved better then him.