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I'm guessing it's not enough to say you don't have to feel guilty for things that were out of your control. I don't have any suggestions; I wouldn't even know where to begin. All I wanted to do was let you know that I read your post and am listening to you. And I feel very sad, for the child that you were. No person deserves that.