I really feel sorry for her for getting me. Earthmama, i did send her the note explaining (like T *said* she wanted me to) that t doesn't call when she's out of town like she says she will. She told me she wanted me to be open and honest when things come up because we are building this relationship and i have to learn to trust people and then talk through things as they happen.
I sent a letter that took me 3 hours to write -so that i was very very clear and not upsetting her or have her think i was upset.
Course, that night the brain chemistry crashed and there was cutting and I called like she has me do... and (this is where the Poor T part comes in)... she actually answered. She NEVER answers!! Never in 10 months. well, if she has, i can't remember. And the first things out of her mouth were "I got your email" (oh god! She also never checks that before midnight) "and I want you to know.... (pause for ... effect? right words? wishing she didn't have to work with *me*??).... I'm HERE. "
Then i had to tell her why i had called and cut and.... ai!!!
Poor poor t.
Course, now I'm calling again.... when it rains... it POORS!