(((((((((Hallie))))))))))))) thanks!

((((((((Spotted Owl)))))))))))))
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From everything I read on here, you work so very hard. Do you ever stop to give yourself credit for all of your hard work?

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ironically, that sounds just like my T. And i just don't see it. I am trying to find words.... and trying to accept that i might *deserve* anything remotely close to care... especially from T. I'm trying. I feel mostly like a burden to her - as well as my other 2 drs. but I appreciate the mirroring. thank you.