Hey,

Sometimes, subconsciously, trying to end your life is the only way you feel you can deal with stress, trust me I just found out I have a few things wrong with me. At first I thought that it was just a wierd personality that I had. Just remember that there are people willing to talk to you. There are counselors and social workers at school and there are therapists. One thing that you should never forget is that even though you might feel like a person would not want to help, the truth is they would help you if you told them. Feel free to talk any time.

Roman