((((((((((((Purple)))))))))))))))

Depression is the worst illness ... it lies and does all sorts to our body and brain ....

Please know with good help, good friends and talking, reaching out here and IRL you will gradually become more able to help yourself train your brain to let go of negative thoughts and think more positive .... but it takes time and patience ... i hear you hon, please feel free to pm me if you like .... take one step at a time and heal at your pace .... do not be rushed, you will feel better ..... hugs, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo