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purplebutterfly said:
depression is holding me back if you want to call it that...

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Purple, if you don't want me to nudge you along please tell me so.

So you are in a vicious cycle then? I can see you swirling about. Many people are giving you their hands but for you to get out you must pull yourself out (after taking a hand, or more than one).

What is the first step that you need to take purple?