Thanks ((( Red, Jinny, Sabby ))).

(edited for this ((( Kaika ))) too, I replied then saw your post.

I really have problems (IRL more) complaining and causing any kind of fuss, was taught that complaining is bad and never to whine, just toughen up and stay where I am. Yeh stupid but I there's just some things I can't or have a lot of trouble doing and honestly I can't see myself asking to wait somewhere else. I should have probably turned my iPod up but thanks for the suggestion.

Just still so grr and pissed and angry, not supposed to be angry but for ^%*('s sake I could bang my head into my desk and punch a %#@&#! wall right now. I swear I could go back and bash that guy up and I know I'm over-reacting but just &^!! it right now.

Got no one to talk to because if I talk to Kate I'll probably end up being all annoying and loud and I have a "can never be the person to open a convo, PM someone first or call someone first" rule into me so I'm stuck wanting to beat the %$!* out of everything.

Not supposed to be mad but (*&^($(%$)^*&$%#$! I can't get it OUT!