I have a thought for you ((((((((((( jinny )))))))))))))))
Remember how it was mentioned that it's easier to give advice than to take it and apply it in our own lives? I've also found that it's easier for folks to give peace and love yet when something becomes a personal issue, it's hard for them to apply it as well. Not everyone that hurts us is out to do just that.....it may feel like it because it hurts so deeply, but most of the time, they are just trying to get by like the rest of us. We all make mistakes....sometimes we see them and take responsibility, sometimes we don't see them. It doesn't mean they are always out to hurt you personally.
Gentle

sabby