DPS and insides,
It is good that you are writing. It's true - so many ppl here are also hurting and may not realize when one of us goes missing right away so we all need to KEEP IN TOUCH with each other. It is almost like an actual committment with each other as a semi-functioning group, yes? That way we are responsible for reaching out which is so important.
I am very very glad you are still here and reaching out. I don't know why humans have to suffer so much pain or feel so isolated.
Very good work in reaching out. Hugs to you if they will ease your pain any.... please stay connected! "None one can fill those of your needs that you won't let show."