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if i were smart, i'd arrange a check in with t after my scary appnt on tued... even tho i see her wed night.
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Well, since you ARE smart, why don't you go ahead and do this?

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As it turns out, T had to change my wed time... so now (ironically) it is tomorrow at 1. I had asked for the check in at noon. Which is really good, i think that will de-esclate any inner chaos .... I will try to get myself in the clinic family room (rather than the waiting room) for the time in between so i will be away from sharp objects.
I will aslo have Bene - I really hope T doesn't make me give up Bene tomorrow. =( I might have to petition him. I need him wed too. I had him with me today and even my case worker pet him and talked about him. I didn't know if i should be embarrassed or amused.... in front of the SSI worker. That may be when the system started looking for sharp objects... but CW had her eye on our every move and was duitfully inspecting the object that had our interest. I think she would not have let us injure.
Wow i am rambling. I am so very tired.
(((((((((((((((thank you everyone in here supporting me!!!!!!!!!!!!!)))))))))))))))))))))))))