My new boyfriend (1 month so far) is so %#@&#! good to me.

Noone is online for me to brag too and talk about it so i thought I'd post it here.

We made a decision tonight - that we both don't want to stay nin this small town, and are going to try to get out of here in a few months. We talked alot, about everything from what we wanted to what we like about each other. IT was hard for me to answer, because there is so much good in him now. Though he has a rough past, hes much different now, and is trying so hard to stay on the straight and narrow and doing fabulously. On top of that he calls me and jeremy(my sixth month old son) his two little angels...

We just gel so well when together. I could sit there and stare and talk to him for hours. And so could he. He said tonight hes falling for me hard, and I said well, I am not doing much better myself with falling slowly..lol.

So the conversations continue. We both want this to work and have decided to commit ourselves to enriching our relationship for as long as we are able before we need to make the choice to move in together. Its rather fast to be talking about that - but I don't want to stay here in this small hometown of mine, I hate it here, and so does he. And anyways, he has to move to get work. So the conversations need to be had if we want to continue going the way we are, and we so do.

We have these moments where we just sit, looking at each other, and then kiss.. and its just like floating on air. I know some of it is probably infatuation, but theres something very real underneath it all. He understands me - he understands my MH issues and is ready to help me at any turn, and hes not scared away by it. I understand how hard he is fighting to keep away from his old life, and I know he can do it. Hes doing so well.

Anyways, I just felt like spilling this somewhere and noone was online so here I am, falling in love.