Hi Soveh, I am fairly new here too. First of all, we all belong here or we wouldn't be here. We are our own family. Just like you, at times I feel I don't belong in my home and I am probably the most functional and sane member of my biological family. I don't know anything about what you are going through, although I see that it involves a "him". I have had alot of totally sleepless nights and days I felt as if I would not make it through and didn't want to. Break-up of relationship & family issues. Please don't give up and remember, even though we don't actually know you, we know you and love you. You do belong here. You belong where ever you want to be.
(((((((((Soveh)))))))))))) ~HollyDolly~