i'm am sorry you are going through this country. i can imagine that it was a difficult decision to make and it would help to have a support system. how old are you? if you don't mind me asking. i hope that you and your mom can work through this. i agree with sun that you should discuss it again with the family therapist. it may help to get it all out in the open. don't hold back, express your feelings. hopefully your mom will take the cue and will discuss her feelings openly as well so that you can clear the air on the situation.