Hi from someone who has a mood disorder and an anxiety disorder and just sucessfully made it through my pregnancy.
I will admit there were times I was VERY anxious, but with the help of my PDOC, we made it through just fine.
I'm so sorry that you are having a hard time. Keep trying to concentrate on the miracle you have growing inside you - especially when the baby kicked it would remind me of all that I was working towards - and when you see that baby, it just changes everything. I've been amazingly stable since my baby, it helped so much. It gives me something to really work for - because my son means more to me than anything in the world.
Keep working with your T on ways to calm down and relax.
I hope you feel better really soon, and private message me anytime you want support