(((((((((((( silentandscared )))))))))))))))
Congrats on finding the courage to speak to your T!!! That was a huge step and I hope you are proud of yourself for taking it. Most T's are pretty good at figuring out what is going on with a client.....that's their job
Sounds like T is being very supportive and caring and that's exactly what you deserve. May you continue to move forward and have the support you need too!

sabby