(((silent)))))) thank you, i'm a worrier.. glad today is better for you and i know it can get better and better as time goes by... from involving myself with others healing, i gain encouragement from the courage others show... please keep trying also, even tho i know its a long and painful journey to where we go.. we can all get there together in some ways and that helps me to have some hope for all of us and each of us... thank you.. sorry if ive offended..