Please stop hurting yourself. Throw away what ever your using. Talk to us and let us support you through this. It will pass. It will feel better soon. Its like waves. Can u call someone? PM me if u want I will be back on tonight and will read it. I can handle whatever you have to say so dont censor it. Let the yuckiness spew out from your brain into your fingers onto the screen. You dont have to its just an option.
stephanie