Have to go back to T today to continue what we started last thursday with an angery suicidal alter. I'm not as scared today as I was last week. Just like it's OK to go. But I hope that doesn't change when the time to leave gets closer. Had a really bad day yesterday with the holiday and all. The color green just triggers me really bad, and everywhere I went I saw green. Seemed like everytime I saw it it would take more of my breath away from me. It felt like everyone was after me yesterday. But I'm sure most ppl don't have green on today and is like they gave me back my breath. Now all I have to do is hope T remembers to remove everything out of the office that's green. Maybe the session will go well. Fingers crossed everyone.
Take Cares, Monty